While another page has turned in the calendar, I can't help but feel more and more hopeless.
What was the point of me going to school? Why won't people at least call me for an interview? Would you at least send me a rejection letter in the mail and tell me you don't want me?
I hate my job and desperately need a new one.
#1 Money is tight. Not even one month out of school I have had to start paying back my student loans. That really sucks. If I don't get a new job soon, hopefully I can get my payments deferred.
#2 My mood goes down the shitter everytime I go to work. While I have some awesome people that I work with, my stomach turns when I pull in the parking lot. I have always been over-qualified to work where I do. I hope I don't have to stay there much longer.
So that is it. December, please bring me some kind of a change, please.